So, for some reason, I feel like I am not supposed to have a "normal" life per say - you know a job, my own place, etc, etc. Well, why do you ask. I definitly get bored after a while with the mundane routines. I thrive for change. For example, I could be working full-time right now, but I have chosen not to, and go to school part-time instead, just cause. I don't know how many people would do that. Who, knows, maybe I am not so different. But I love my classes and have been learning a lot and growing through it. I am ready for the next adventure in life.
The latest lesson in life...
Well, my life has been filled with frustration related to playing soccer lately. I will not bore you with the details, especially for those who do not play soccer. However, in the last month I have made a more conscious effort to pray and ask God to help me represent him on the field and that the reason I would be playing would be for him. Since then, I feel like I have been frustrated like never before. The point is, while some of my frustration was legitimate, it got to the point of interferring with my life, mostly after the game. There was a battle going on in my mind. At first I didn't realize that it was Satan trying to mess with my mind, but alas, the truth prevailed. I realized my focus had changed a bit and I was focusing on the negative. So, even if I feel like my team is spiraling from first into the bottom of the league, I know that perseverence is good for the body. A good lesson learned I suppose. Now we'll see how it all goes next Sunday when I play.
Next...Australia?
Well, next up in line is Australia. Well, what do I mean by that. Well, got a crazy email from a friend that used to be on my soccer team. She is over in Australia helping out with a DTS (Discipleship Training School with YWAM for those of you that do not know). She is going to be starting a Soccer DTS next fallish and has asked me to help her out and be a leader for it. Soooooooo crazy. Wow, it fills me with excitement and joy at the prospect because that is something that I would love to do and going to Australia would not be hard. But anyway, I am prayfully considering this as a real option in my life. There are many implications of this and many fears that I have associtated with this. So, only God knows what his will for my life is. It is an exciting journey that is for sure. Anything is possible.
January...
I hope to go back and finish my final practicum so I finish my Bachelors of Science degree. I have been trying to get in for quite awhile now, so I am eagerly hoping that all will work out. If not, I am going to try and transfer my credits to another school, which is a big hassle. However, I know that everything will work out, in his time and place. It is the patience part that is hard sometimes.
So yah, that is what is up in my life in a snidbit the last couple of days. Enjoy!